I didn't handle the last competition well (this is me crying above). I don't know how I am going to handle graduation. I have to announce the names at graduation too. I hope I can keep it together. I am fine most of the time, then I just lose it. I was fine Saturday until Paul brought in the flowers, then bang, I started crying. Sunday I saw my stepmom for the first time in 10 years and I lost it then too. In July I'm going to see my best friend, Cindy, in Seattle that I haven't seen in 9 years. Betcha I lose it again. Hopefully I don't find anything to cry about on the cruise (my last spring break with Cheri - first vacation with Charlie in 11 years). We have Clint and Amanda's wedding in August. Cheri is going off to college at the end of August. More Kleenex, big old crybaby Cindy. I don't know what I'll do if something bad happens, these are all good things. I remember how lucky I am and that makes me teary-eyed too. I think I need grandkids...oh yea...thinking about that makes me cry too. What a sap!
